Developmental Shards

My Life is Opalescent Spirals-
Wreathed in Obsidian Snowflake latticeworks.
The Wheel draws a line-
In its Eternal Orbit.
The Light that is Darkness-
Is the Weaver of the World.
Streams of ambient thought-
Overflow their banks.
Whispered voices trickle through my Soul-
Just below my range of hearing.
An infinite Fountain of Fracturing Structures-
Inundates my perceptions.
I am ever lost in various Delusions-
Even though my Heart is Luminous.
What am I forever missing-
In all my best endeavors?
I sense it there, but I am blind to it-
And I feel it coming closer.
I stand in my two worlds-
Fearing, yet burning for this third.
Why do I feel myself holding back?
A Pearl Falls into my Ocean-
And I am Pacified for now...
But a Star drives my seeking soul-
And I forever rise past new horizons...